(Have what you want...you can have what you want) This feeling right now let me try to put it into words. Suddenly feel like i'm attracting things that get on my nerves. Feel like i'm a bit of loser haven't done anything with my life. Everyone around is doing well house car kids n a wife. All i've done is bumble around and now i'm swiping on bumble. this chaos in my head builds up all thoughts all in a bundle and jumbled up. Hearing stories of how others have gone. This one is for the fuck ups yeah now you have your own song. When you feel shitty can put it on don't want pity that's long and even as i write this the feeling in my head has nearly gone. feeling wrong is okay. just bear with it and do something else feeding it will make it grow and start affecting your health. yeah not feeling well both physical and mental your mind is experimental send to all used up my kudos yeah i spent them all. so handle it with care coz now i have vent it all. (You can have what you what - Repeated) Coz now i have to vent it all. To a fuckin' shrink or someone on the phone. Samaritans have helped me when i feel lost on my own. Just know that you're not alone. I'm always here you want to moan. This lives on like Ariston coz we're all just skin n bones. Sin and grow. Try to have something show. But there's too much clickbait in the bin you go. Yeah sing for a show it must go on we know. But the planet is collapsing more and more we throw. At it everyone around is an addict. Money, food, fame, exercise dag nammit. You can't do anything without needing it more. So they're walking out the door or crying on the kitchen floor. And whats more there's more war yeah tycoons applaud. Send your son out for purpose in life yeah give him an award. Yeah give him the cross he served the country's warlords and the petrol stations boss. Never have a loss always gazillions they guzzle. Pump into offshore accounts while you fiddle with your nozzle. Don't worry man they don't want to have that on you noggle. Just kick back with a sack and play a game of Boggle. And oggle that chick in the shop that you waddle around stop oggling go ask her out now! Take her for a night out on the tiles paint the town, red. Or if you want maybe purple green and brown, instead. I don't know what it is people can say right now. state of confused annoyance in trend with the crowd. If you wanna send me out i walk with a friend. Trynna slow down fuck it sport mode on a Benz. Oghh

Finding out the mind is a delicate thing to waste. The timing that i try to separate me from my tastes. Crime after crime my sins become a place that i hide behind to style out that i've become a waste. UGHH Which is it to be? the battle between the two. It seems to me, that i haggle with who is who. The world has gone askew distract u every day. I live on Askew road.. but tactfully away. On some immaculate play, your favourite will sell u anything spectacularly change into standing against the latest thing. Throw the traitor in the bin. He's dangerous. Yeah..so the system says. 'Cause he's tryin to (make) change(s) for us. Principles are now like something to hate. Unless u spike the hating then you could be considered a great. Hmm With that kind of racism?...you could be a leader. Shock an awe tactics. Blatent to the reader. Whom becomes a feeder 50 stone heavy Bed bound head fucked get the man a pedi(cure). Bed bound head fucked get the man a pedi. I been too slow I seen your show You see me too But i don't know you You make me feel So fucking real. Lets make a deal Get me outta here. Let me heal. Get me outta here im making a meal. Like this man came back to the flow. Take a Take that groupie at the back of a show. Yeah you hate that movie so relax and let go. The end credits coming soon you don't have to hack it no more. We here to take that weight off ur feet. See u trynna act smooth not bait n discreet. Making up a play in these downtown meets. They told me a while back i sound a bit like the streets. That would an honour your honour im trynna step my game up yeah doing weights like madonna. Donna mmm doner kebab im 5 pints heavy and getting on with a slag don't be me mad. Mad. Ups is hiring. Getting Big in this bitch rookie keep admiring Miring. Like EA im in the game been waiting for years to spit lyrics so lame. Just changing the programme u don't like this go bump drake on a slow jam hype this. Like this im on to a level rocking the fuck out like guns n roses on some heavy metal. There there petal. Do they call u a snowflake? Well here have an 8 ball the jokes (not) on you mate. Ha jokers on the coke. Randoms and weirdos grab a girl or grab a bloke.

(Bob G) - It's the time that you think that you get to see the way they keep fucking our society and the games that are played yeah on the daily is why u kneeling all the time say a prayer for me (B) - Im gonna write about the things going on write now. im gonna type it out slow and make the surround sound loud so you can hear the thoughts of someone that feels lost in the system when crossing roads i was taught to stop look and listen. The tougher the decisions the better the story. But the longer that i think about it the more your stories bore me. I applaud me coz no one else will put up a shelf. Hear the crowd cheer now thats do it yourself. Give me a fraction of that wealth i'll set up something to help. If the universe is listening well...u doin it well. Get me out of here and put me onto something greater. Stop me having to serve this prick the wage creator. Time taker. Wanna be at home playing sega. But im hearing ur a terrorist if u say As-Salaam-Alaikum Wa-Alaikum-Salaam. Fed up with hearing shit said about the Koran. I aint studied it and neither have you.You just heard from the work prick about what they'll do to you. But lets be honest its not really true you just wanna be racist and be part of a cru. The white surpremists are in town they want it all white. You're as bent as Barrymore. Shit you sure you alwight? I'm not sitting back letting the posh cunts win they turning the people on each other Orwell smirking a grin. You honestly can't see how predictable you been? Hating who they tell you. Passing it on to ur next of kin. Next to sing from the same song sheet here...is the media mafia creating another wrong smear. Keep repeating it yeah. While they get on the gear. Theres different rules for them to the ones you obide by all year. Oh yeah. They getting Randy Can you dig it? Your own grave because they taken all you had and hidden it. I take your no raise and raise you please. Whats it gonna take all workers getting down on their knees. This way of treating people used to say austerity. But it was just being cruel like we just bunch of jumping fleas. Get out the spray another flu epidemic will keep these peasants at bay. Just do as we said it. Pathetic. All these adults babys in playground. Throwing around names like thats how laws are made now. I stay grounded they were born into privilege they think their ancestors were better than urs check the images. Dress it up now as if its democratic and fair. But you know deep down that they don't fucking care. So you despair while they talk posh in their 2nd homes. Paid for on expences all we do is moan. Go back to your phone while they send out the drones. They capturing the flag while selling u out of your home. What you gotta say to that? Nothing We just gonna keep doin' what we do...doin what we do. Saying 'oh isn't it shit.' isn't it shit. ooooohhh ooo ooh We just gonna keep doin' what we do...doin what we do. Just not giving a shit. If we keep on doing what we're doing. They'll keep on screwing. If we keep on doing what we're doing. They'll keep on screwing.

Never gonna find me With Elenore inside me Quietly Silently Think you'll quite Like me. It rose up from the middle of the room. All i heard is the whispers of doom. As it spun around i fell on the ground flashbacks to when id lock myself in my room. I had makaveli on loop daily Reciting Blasphemy and Hail mary. I was actually living out tactfully in Debs house smoking like a factory. We go out u see with crew blazin. But i tell u what got no play from the ladies uh uhh. look me up n down like a fuckin clown id wear shoes n shirt going up in town. Felt like a prick coz i wasn't comfortable. Skinny as a rake and i wasn't fucking cool. But it doesn't matter now coz i'm not at school so fuck all u cunts who thought i was a fool. Fool me once and fuck u laters i aint see ur support on the pages.To be this good take AGES like SEGA i repent for your sins in the bin hi hater. Remember that fucking wack shit too many years of absorbing whats backwards. Rapping like slappers videos like b movie actors. What happened to that larger than life shit Now its arguing over ur jeans with a tight fit. EYE spit nothing like you do. So don't try to do what i do Im coming up now not giving up now this is 20 years in the making bruckout. Fuck yall while u hating blazing a pound of weed just know i gon make me a thousand a week. Yeah i make you hate this i make you taste this i make you hate ur face so much need a facelift. Yeah stranger days i make u brain a maze i'll get u lost in it. Won't be phasing me. You got ur own life and ur own mind to waste. I got no time (time) for your whining ways. I fucking aint your mate. Fucking played u ways. I got a message to your maker fucking fade away. Im staking a claim in how to make it today. I make a milli in mini and making the change. I really haven't got anymore fucking time for you. I got a million mothafucking more rhymes for you. Yeah oongh get on the case like Columbo in bossing in his final days. like Tony Montana with a pile of sniff or Alonso going on his final drift. Yeah we bring it together make it dark n gloomy like the UK weather i make moody better i make who is she wetter. But im doomed to forget the rest and then not pick the cheque up. Check ch check it out. Respect spect spect's gone out. The window but what do you know? The pioneers of this shit ud say oh they're too old. You'll get there too. Aging is the thing we fucking all do. We went thru a time that meant so much and since then they've tried to kick it into touch. History rewritten shit on these armies of narrative setters that pick on anything the big boss wants faceless tasteless spinless cunts. Fucking with movies fuck with the news fuck with society boost up their views. Im used to them using the news to abuse im loosing my fuse so im abusing the booze. Im choosing what i acutely refuse to accept on a minute by minute basis your spewing out this shit like rabies with faeces slapped in the faces of those easily swayed. Its taken me a while but now its time for a change im rearranging the way in which we're rated today. I'm taking it away. You ain't gonna get to feel this you ain't gonna get to kill this Elenore is in my corner and i warn ya she aint playing she'll tombstone ya call the coroner. There's a storm a brewing in clouds above your angering the gods and they're taking off the gloves. I'm telling you man. Don't fuck with the masterplan. I feel the spirit gon make you feel it im feeling everybody all around me gonna fucking kill it. Im an idiot i know but you gotta let me show if you give me the will to survive watch the world grow. This is the fucking crunch time now. You need u step the fuck up. No more time for umming and arring. These fuckers are taking the piss. Royally. Decide what you are. You gonna sit back and let them take over your life. Take over your soul? We've gone beyond just saying a prayer at night. Seen it all before. We need you to wake the fuck up and stand up for what is right. (There's a) spiritual war going on. Tug of war with your consciousness. They're after ur morals. Ur humanity. The games and tricks being played.. are next level now. And What level you on? Time to level up. Wake up. Get up. Make a stand for urself. Respect yourself. Have some fucking dignity. And don't let them turn you against me. You against them. Them against you. They want us all divided so we're all easier to control. All the while we're arguing and obsessed about different races and wealth things will stay exactly how they are. They'll never be happy. And they want you to be the same. But without anything. They will take what they want. Whenever they want. But they'll say you can't? And who next will they blame? You.

I got problems with my anger problems i seem to manufacture trying hard to capture it and keep it unders wraps. These days have passed like nothing has happened was life bluffing?and what about the upbringing playing shithead getting slaps. People come and go. Then come again you what? nah ur okay mate Sometimes these things needs to stop. u dont see the warning signs. i do and early. Surely u can't be serious (i am and don't call me shirley) is there a doctor in the house? (Don't call me House) you watch things like they're real distraction isn't know the deal. Suddenly u wake up u look around and whats happened. Life's passing you by wheres ur house and kids napping? You were a kid now you're meant to be the opposite of that an adult up in your tree. Creating a bubble world around 2 plus 3. Make yourself some boys and girls and call it a family. Expanding scenary. Whatever that means to me all i want to is achieve something and stay sucker free. Go out the house and breath some clean air. Eat some healthy food and grow back some hair. Sit on a porch in a rocking chair watching life without a care checking out what the Jones buying sipping on a beer. But instead i unplug my brain and im still here. Late 30's male wishing for something way out there. Get me on that space rocket the one that's going to mars. One way ticket yeah (better sell my car) Play some Playstation on the way getting ready. Time to conquor a new planet yeah (shits getting heavy. ONGH) I am the new ruler. Measuring myself yeah like no one here is cooler. Lets start up a new race i'll call it me. Problem is i need a chick man i should of paid the ticket fee. Shit. Better go back.

Gettin in a hit it. Getting hitty wit it remember back when people liked gettin jiggy wit it. id rather hit the spinach hit the splidiff in it. Get the chicken roti and i'm floating in the mist with it. Lost my mind is it? yeah for about a minute. On a good spell now so i'm casting out yeah get it? Harry potter wizzit..sounds like a smoker in it. Wrappin up a phaddy im the baddy fuck playing quiditch. Hard bars bidditch. Like a prison visit see all the 70's presenters who got kiddy widdit. Jimmy fixing it those mp's in a ring it ring a bell down in hell for their hell visit. Lets bring it back a minute to when we watched a flick it scanning video cases rent with ur blockbuster ticket i loved those days a kid it was full of enjoyment i miss it. Footie in those days was Eddie Mcgoldrick and Luther Blissett. Rocket Ronny missed it. Sinclair bicycle kick it. Amazing no blazing just life... yeah we lived it. Acorn electron (is it?) Chuckie Egging it Magic Mushrooms and Repton 1 2 and 3 killing it. And Don't forget it Magicland Dizzy back in those days getting down with the nitty gritty. Hahaa Yeah then he'd spin it. Back around yo check it. What the fuck was that about? Just messing around yeah pet it. Remembering them playground days. Under cuts and a step with curtains school plays. I played a priest once and hooligan too Then i grew up to be carer living in a room with a view. Like who would of knew? The paths that we would choose. Some become screws some would be feeling the wrong side of the blues. Some booze we abuse and my brain blew a fuse. And don't get me started on we now hear on the news. .. Nah fuck that. We didn't come here to bring you down. All i'll say is its the circus and the tents full of clowns. But lets turn to a smile from a frown Bullshit aside now i love all those that have had an affect on my life and vice versa. POW Yeah. We keep on going. We keep it real you see. Like saying my name The Real Mr B. Let us come together let us heal let the planet get its breath lets not do a no deeeeeal. Can't help feeling that we've been played and watching my team catching feelings in the replays. Its pre and post fucked for plays and plays. No props given to songs in your head for days n days. Do you know who i mean? probably not coz goldfish memories for likes in the machine. The scene is obscene they don't write anymore all they do is tell you who you can't like anymore. Like u can't pick the right door.. nightmare..take 3 paces left. 2 forward 1 right and pick up the big loaf of bread. Young adventurer your brain needs to be at its best. Coz if your slacking then they pack you in n be with the rest. You keep it finger licking chicken n breast. But what if u were told its pigeon fleas in chest. Ongh. Nothing shocks u anymore you think you know it all but you can't handle not being sure..can't handle being told your poor. Criticism is raw. You lose your shit instead of let it absorb. You grow and become sure. You grow and grow some more. You grow and they applaud as you show them the right door. Yeah im going in and can go some more you don't want this flaw coz your enemy will seek it out and leave you dead on the floor.